Had a bit of a scary weekend. I had a small bleed on Saturday evening and had awful tummy pains too. I was trying not to panic as I experienced something very similar when pregnant with Leo. But it's hard. I want this baby so much and already feel like I have formed an attachment to it. Which is kinda crazy considering I didn't even know I was pregnant at 6 weeks last time.
Thankfully the bleeding wasn't very much and had eased off by the next morning. Today is Tuesday and I definitely still feel pregnant. I am having to wear a padded bra ALL the time as my boobs are so sensitive that every little knock and wobble hurts. (Not good when you have an active 3 year old!)
This morning I had my very 1st up-chuck experience of this pregnancy. Gross!! I felt totally rotten all morning and felt like I needed to be very still. Then when i got home there was a leaflet for a kebab shop take-away in my letter box and looking at the MINGING photo on the front just tipped me over the edge! Bleeuurrgghhh!!!
I'm finding it hard trying to explain to Leo to be careful with my tummy. I keep telling him "Mummy has a poorly tummy" and that he needs to be gentle with me. Hhmm... that kinda goes in one ear and out of the other. I'm being very careful not to talk baby stuff in front of him. I really don't want him to pick up on it and then go blurting something out in front of my Mum and Dad!
The Midwife finally called me back yesterday and I have my first appointment on Monday 31st at 3.20pm. Unfortunately it means I will have to take Leo with me, but will take a new magazine or something with me to keep him occupied and hopefully we won't understand too much of what is being said.
5 days until we go on holiday to Newquay!!! Wooooop!!! I am so looking forward to it. I don't even care if it pisses down all week, I just want to spend some time relaxing and having fun with my little family. We get to spend so little together these days, so it will be lovely!
I have made many lists already and have filled up all my little travel bottles with all the lotions and potions i will need. There is something about these rituals that I find SO exciting! lol
Anyway, thats all for now. Still feeling very positive about everything and am keeping my fingers tightly crossed that this little squishy sticks!!
Kay. xxx
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